where's mine?

am i that bad that they don't know how to respect me?
am i that minute that all are unable to sense my presence?
am i that soft that my views cannot be heard?
am i that wierd that they don't understand me?

OR.......

are they that unwilling to give me the respect i deserve?
are they that cruel to disacknowledge me?
are they that bad to be giving me a deaf ear?
are they that deliberately trying to ridicule me?

i gave them what they desire...
i gave them what they deserve...
i gave them all....
but.....
where's mine?