i've had enough

i thought it was all meant to be...
that you and me...
that i have finally found the right one...
now that i have met you.

it all felt good...
the laughter...
your gentleness...
the ever-so-cute-arguments...
it was too good to be true.

although i've known you for only a while...
it was enough for me to realize the kind of guy i want...
i don't want to rush things through...
i know you are not ready for it...
i am not too...
but i was hoping for some kind of assurance.

but...
it didn't happen at all...
you left me in a bed of roses...
only to spray insecticide on it...
yes.. you are not like any other guy, i'll give you that...
but there's one thing in you that doesn't separate you from the rest...
you used me for your own benefit.

you played around with my feelings...
making me feel so loved...
making me feel so treasured...
saying the things i wanted to hear...
letting me be myself without criticizing me...
you raised my hopes so high...
only to make me fall once more.

so much for being excited over me...
so much for wanting to help me get up on my feet again...
so much for wanting to help me get on with my love life again...
so much for wanting to help me build up my confidence in guys...
so much for being very sincere...
so much for all your promises...
which, in turn, like any other guys...
are simply sweet words which brings no meaning.

i tell you one thing.
you can keep your sorry...
coz i've had enough of it.
i've had enough of guys...
i've had enough of you.

BYE.