falling for you... jem.

falling for you
Said there'd be no going back
Promised myself I'd never be that sad
Maybe that's why you've come along
To show me, it's not always bad

Coz I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so

It's true I've become a skeptic
How many couples really love
Just wish I had a crystal ball
To show me, if it's worth it all

Coz I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so
Yeah I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so

And I've got to be sure
Coz it's been so long
And I cannot take the pain again
If it all goes wrong

Coz I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so
Yeah I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so

I want you so much
I need you so much
I want you so much
I need you so much
[believe me my love
believe me my love]

It's always nice to find songs that truly describe my feelings. here's one that truly depicts the state my heart is in everytime i fall for a guy. and hence, i tend to just appreciate and adore from afar. i can't call it mine.. not that fortunate... that's life, isn't it... some will be at the losing end. i'm one of them.

Pass You By

She was like nothing I've ever known
Her eyes shine like diamonds in a field of snow
Man, that destiny led her to me
Made her feel that life was now complete
A thousand days have passed and nights gone by
You can see the glow slowly fading from her eyes
Though she denise her pain and her dismay
I said this to her anyway



Don't have to stay with someone that makes you cry
You'll end up killing all the love you have inside
Can't hope to see the sun in you if you don't open your eyes
Girl don't let real love pass you by


I know you're nervous but take it from me
'Cause you deserve so much more then you recieve
Listen to your heart and let it show
Don't hold onto your pain, just let it go


You can find the love you need
If you set your heart free
Don't have to stay (stay...) with someone (with no one...)
That makes you cry (that's gonna makes you cry...)
(ohhh no) Don't be (don't be) discouraged baby (baby)
(don't let) Don't let real love pass you by

Hurt by Christina Aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wanna do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I hurt myself by hurting you

Somedays I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I want to do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous!
It's so... I'm afraid to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

*Hurt by C.Aguilera*

The lyrics of this song has a deep meaning. I was extremely moved by it the very first time i heard it. This is dedicated to all those who have problems with their parents. This is one thing I strongly believe in... i live not only for myself, but for the people who brought me up- my parents. I would do anything to make them happy and pround of me. I will avoid anything, even the one that i have come to love, just so that i would not hurt them.

mom, dad.....

I LOVE YOU.

I CAN NEVER THANK YOU ENOUGH FOR BRINGING ME UP TO THE PERSON I AM TODAY.



Things to do today:
Show the people you love how much they mean to you before it's too late.