the end of me.

frankly.. it's not tat i have nothing to say. i just don't want to drag it any longer.

i don know why they do this. like sorry makes a whole lot of difference. like it can turn back time and erase all wrongs. well.. it can't. though i know tat's the best one can do...

but what hurts is when they treat it as their safety net. do all the wrongs first. Consciously do all the wrongs they can possibly think and feel like doing first. once they're done, off they go after uttering tat word. know wat.. i can still accept it.. only if it was...... sincere.

but it wasn't. conveniently saying sorry over one sms to explain everything for a convenient reason of being embarrassed to face me is not a sincere gesture. it is even more deplorable when the things tat one finally confessed are unacceptable.

one yr of deceit. i never imagined tat i would be faced with this. i can't help but to wonder wat wrong have i done, so big tat i am faced with this. and to think tat our meet one yr back was all well meaning. though things didn't work out, i didn't expect this to come from you.

and you know wat... it hurts to realize tat you only confessed and apologized after that thing has occurred in ur life. if it didn't happen.. you might not have apologized.. you might not confessed... for God knows how much longer.

though hurt.... i am glad. i'm glad that it's finally over. and i'm very glad that your path has taken a turn for the better. so.. here it is...


the end of me.

to you...

and to all.