Wednesday, May 30, 2007

aku kene arrow

aku kene sabo
tu kalau nak kata cara kurang ajar lah

awal-awal lagi aku dah tanya
"ader aper-aper yg aku boleh buat dulu?"
"siap-siap skt ker..."

maklumlah... aku tahu tanggungjawab aku. seram jugak. jadik, biler aku free dulu, boleh aku prepare skt-skt.

tapi tak.... dier ckp
"oh! don worry. i'll update you if there's any."

jadik... aku tunggu lah...

den, aku rasa gelisah.

aper ke tidak! date nak dekat, maseh tkder update satu pon?!?!?!

so..... aku tanyer lagik.

tapi.. dier jawab.
"i'll update you if there's any."

bengang jugak... seram ke tahap kritikal.

nak blast kat dier, tak brani...

dier besar, aku terkecik sikit.

den... finally! update!

"pls attend the prep course... blah.. blah..blah.."

they will give you everything there.

aku.. OK GO!

time check... 3 days left.

den.....







BAM!


aku sorang jer yang buat SEMUA.

135 monyet berkeliaran.
2 hari berturut-turut.

AKU SORANG!

giler!?!?!?!?!

den...



BAM LAGIK!!!!!!

resources belom siap. dorang tak tau. tkder org bilang.
den aku dah bilang, dorang kater tak cukup time.


skarang....

at least...(Alhamdulillah)
aku ader time skt lagik.

and...

ader lagi satu org sudi tolong aku.

aku hanya berusaha sedaya kemampuan...

yg laen.........


tawakal jer lah yer...

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

MUSLIMAH NIGHT

CHECK THIS WEBSITE OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PASS AROUND THIS INFO TO AS MANY PEOPLE AS POSSIBLE!!!!!!!!!

http://www.muslimahnight.blogspot.com

IT'S GONNA BE FUN!!!!!!!!! SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!


OH WAIT...... FEMALES ONLY!

Monday, May 14, 2007

people say

pelik ah...

i only said that someone likes me.
i didn't say anything about my part.

but they somehow managed to come up
with some cheesy story about the two of us.

alah mcm yg dlm drama hindustan.
you like me, i like you, we ok go, den kiss in the rain
dat kind of thing.

rosak hidup aku
sebab cerita mcm ini lah.

haiz... kawan.. kawan...
What else can i say.

Friday, May 11, 2007

Blind.

12 moons passed the night sky
Yet...
My dream hasn't begun.

Eyes shut tight all the time
Fear...
I might miss a moment of it.

When it happens, that is.

I didn't know it all along
Blinded...
By the deep sleep I put myself into.

That My dream...
The one I have long waited for...
Has been playing right in front of me.

It has...
Past 150 suns.
2 big typhoons.
Countless pretty fields.

I was there...
But...
I couldn't see.

How could I be so stupid?
To leave my eyes closed!

But...

I was even more shocked.
That...
So was my heart.

Now, who closed that?
Not me, I know!

Wait...

I didn't, did i?

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Raped!

i feel Raped!
never had the intention.
i liked them the way they were.
it looked fake when it's natural.

i came for something else.
it's my face, the skin on it.
tat's what i came for.
not this!

and u didn't write it down.
i read again, maybe i've missed it out.
but NO! u didn't!
and i had to pay with a heavy heart!

still...
I didn't complain.
coz i know... u didn't know.
to you, it's harmless...

you didn't know...
that to me, it's BAD!

now, everywhere i go...
i TRY my hardest to hide them.
what once i could walk ard freely with...
are now threats of unjust statements coming my way!

some noticed them still...
i can't stop them...


all i know....
i didn't do it.

But still...

I feel RAPED!

that You plucked MY eyebrows!
When all i wanted was a facial...

*sobs*